12.31.2018

MUSIC LISTENED TO IN 2018





1) Genesis - Nursery Cryme

2) 16 Horsepower - 16 Horsepower

3) Genesis - Foxtrot

4) Genesis - Selling England by the Pound

5) Genesis - The Lamb Lies Down on Broadway

6) Van Halen - 1984

7) Digitalis Purpurea - 30-Hole and Fred Perry

8) Rush - 2112

9) Jawbreaker - 24 Hour Revenge Therapy

10) Fugazi - 13 Songs

11) My Dying Bride - 34.788%... Complete

12) Pig Destroyer - 38 Counts of Battery

13) The Fall - 458489 A-Sides


14) The Fall - 458489 B-Sides

15) Suicidal Tendencies - 13

16) Godflesh - Post Self

17) The Fall - 50,000 Fall Fans Can't Be Wrong:39 Golden Greats

18) Anaal Nathrakh - Desideratum


19) All Pigs Must Die - Nothing Violates This Nature

20) Anaal Nathrakh - The Whole of the Law

21) The Body & Krieg - The Body & Krieg


22) The Body & Full of Hell - One Day You Will Ache Like I Ache

+23) Full of Hell - Roots of Earth Are Consuming My Home

24) Full of Hell - Rudiments of Mutilation

25) Full of Hell - Trumpeting Ecstasy


+26) Gauchiste - Gauchiste

27) Corrosion of Conformity - Deliverance

28) Corrosion of Conformity - Eye For an Eye

29) Corrosion of Conformity - Blind


31) Xiu Xiu - A Promise

+32) ∆AIMON - ∆AIMON

33) ∆AIMON - ∆EMIXES


34) Torche - Meanderthal


35) Torche - Songs for Singles


+36) Arab Strap - The Week Never Starts Round Here


+37) Kaelan Mikla - Manadans (2013-2014)

38) Xiu Xiu - Dear God, I Hate Myself

39) Nine Inch Nails - Fixed


40) Queens of the Stone Age - Villains


+41) Andrew Bird's Bowl of Fire - Thrills


42) Anaal Nathrakh - Domine Non Es Dignus

43) Anaal Nathrakh - Eschaton


44) clipping. - CLPPNG

45) Nitzer Ebb - That Total Age

+46) Vennt - Vennt


47) Myrkur - M

48) Double Leopards - Halve Maen

49) Wolf Eyes - Fuck Pete Larsen

50) Bedhead - WhatFunLifeWas

51) Bedhead - 4songCDEP19:10

+52) Bedhead - The Dark Ages

53) Bedhead - Beheaded

54) Bedhead - Bedside Table/Living Well

55) Bedhead - The Rest of the Day/I'm Not Here

56) Bedhead - Lepidoptera/Leper

57) Bedhead - Transaction de Novo

58) Xiu Xiu - Fabulous Muscles

59) Xiu Xiu - La foret

60) Xiu Xiu - The Air Force

61) Xiu Xiu - Nina

62) Xiu Xiu - Women As Lovers

63) Xiu Xiu - Angel Guts: Red Classroom

64) Xiu Xiu - Forget

65) Xiu Xiu - Chapel of Chimes


12.30.2018

BOOKS READ IN 2018



                                                 
1) C.G. Jung - The Red Book

2) Stephen King - The Dead Zone


3) Jesse Jacobs - Safari Vacation


4) Dilraj Mann - Dalston Monsters

5) Jesse Jacobs - By This You Shall Know Him

6) Joan Lindsay - Picnic at Hanging Rock

7) Jesse Jacobs - Crawl Space

8) Michael DeForge - Ant Colony

9) Michael DeForge - Lose #7

10) Michael DeForge - Dressing

11) Michael DeForge - A Body Beneath

12) Michael DeForge - Very Casual

13) Michael DeForge - Lose #6


14) Katsuhisa Kigitsu - Fraken Fran 7


15) Joan Lindsay - The Secret of Hanging Rock


16) D.T. Max - Every Love Story Is a Ghost Story: A Life of David Foster Wallace


17) Paolo Massagli - Toxic Psycho Killer


18) Tetsunori Tawaraya - Crystal Bone Drive

19) Graham Norton - The Life and Loves of a He Devil

20) Reggie Oliver - The Dreams of Cardinal Vittorini & Other Strange Stories

21) Sylvia Plath - The Bell Jar


22) Shintaro Kago - Super Dimensional Love Gun

23) Raymond Queneau - Exercises in Style


24) Robert Rodriguez - Rebel Without a Crew


25) Tetsunori Tawaraya - Tetsupendium Tawarapedia


26) Jesse Moynihan - Forming

27) Jesse Moynihan - Forming II


28) Shintaro Kago - Industrial Revolution and World War


29) Jesse Jacobs - They Live In Me

30) Arkady and Boris Strugatsky - Roadside Picnic


31) Steve Tomasula - The Book of Portraiture


32) Keiichi Tanaami - glamour

33) C.F. - Mere

34) John Kenneth Muir - Horror Films of the 1970s

35) Steven Utley - The Beasts of Love

36) Jeff VanderMeer - Veniss Underground


37) David Foster Wallace & Mark Costello - Signifying Rappers


38) Linnea Sterte - Stages of Rot


39) John Kenneth Muir - Terror Television: American Series, 1970-1999 (Volume 1)

40) Witch! Anthology edited by Jordan Krall

41) Sam Costello - Victims and Other Questions for an Empty Universe

42) Sam Costello - Not Sleeping Well and Other Things That Go Bump in the Night

43) Sam Costello - The Cousin of Death and Other Unexplainable Events

44) Xenophon - The Persian Expedition

45) Sam Costello - The Harvestman and Other Unnatural Creatures

46) Sam Costello - Last Caress and Other Uncanny Encounters

47) Sam Costello - Termites In Your Smile and Other Relationships Gone Wrong


48) Charles Yu - Third Class Superhero

49) Roger Zelazny - Nine Princes in Amber

50) Roger Zelazny - The Guns of Avalon

51) Roger Zelazny - Sign of the Unicorn

52) Roger Zelazny - The Hand of Oberon

53) Roger Zelazny - The Courts of Chaos

54) John Kenneth Muir - Terror Television: American Series, 1970-1999 (Volume 2)

55) Roger Zelazny - Trumps of Doom

56) Paul Tremblay - The Cabin at the End of the World


57) Roger Zelazny - Sign of Chaos

58) Roger Zelazny - Blood of Amber

59) Anthony Bourdain - Kitchen Confidential


60) Roger Zelazny - Knight of Shadows

61) Troy Howarth - So Deadly, So Perverse: 50 Years of Italian Giallo Films: Volume 1 1963-1973

62) Simon Stalenhag - Tales From the Loop

63) Simon Stalenhag - Things From the Flood


64) Kelby Losack - Heathenish


65) David Nickle - The 'Geisters

66) Michael Crichton - Sphere

67) Philippe Claudel - The Investigation

68) Sam Pink - Manicure by Clawing Design


69) Michael McDowell - Toplin

70) Kelby Losack - Toxic Garbage

71) Troy Howarth - So Deadly, So Perverse: 50 Years of Italian Giallo Films: Volume 2 1974-2013

72) Kelby Losack - The Way We Came In

73) Roger Zelazny - Prince of Chaos


74) J. David Osborne - By the Time We Leave Here, We'll Be Friends


75) Troy James Weaver - Witchita Stories


76) Richard House - The Kills


77) Satanic Panic: Pop-Cultural Paranoia in the 1980s (essays edited by Kier-la Janisse & Paul Corupe)

78) John Park - Janus

79) Charles Portis - Masters of Atlantis

80) Michael Talbot - Night Things

81) Mike Mignola - Hellboy Omnibus Volume 1: Seed of Destruction

82) Keza MacDonald & Jason Killingsworth - You Died: The Dark Souls Companion
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83) Mike Mignola - Hellboy: The Complete Short Stories Volume 1

84) Jac Jemc - The Grip of It


85) Mike Mignola - Hellboy: The Complete Short Stories Volume 2

86) Mike Mignola - Hellboy Omnibus Volume 2: Strange Places

87) S.T. Cartledge - Beautiful Madness

88) Mike Mignola - Hellboy Omnibus Volume 3: The Wild Hunt

89) Benjamin Myers - The Gallows Pole

90) Mike Mignola - Hellboy Omnibus Volume 4: Hellboy in Hell


91) Ian Tregillis - Bitter Seeds

92) Ian Tregillis - The Coldest War

93) Ian Tregillis - Necessary Evil


94) Lost Films (anthology edited by Max Booth III & Lori Michelle)


95) Joey Comeau - One Bloody Thing After Another


96) Paul Tremblay - The Harlequin and the Train



1.05.2017

MOVIES I WATCHED IN 2016






Star Wars: The Force Awakens (2015) 

The Defender (1994)

The Protector 2 (2013)

The Legend (1993)

Dumb And Dumber To (2014)

Mission: Impossible - Rogue Nation (2015)


Labyrinth (1986)




The Rocketeer (1991)


Soaked in Bleach (2015)

Nazi Temple of Doom (2012)



Galaxy Quest (1999) 




Rumble in the Bronx (1995)



Kurt & Courtney (1998)

Europa Report (2013)

Saving Mr. Banks (2013)

Room 237 (2012)

The Nightmare (2015)

To Be Takei (2014)

Atari: Game Over (2014)

The Horde (2009)

The Hobbit: The Battle of the Five Armies (2014)

Outrage (2010) pic

Zoolander (2001)



Ghostbusters (1984) 



I Love You, Man (2009)

Annabelle (2014)

As Above, So Below (2014)



Universal Soldier (1992)


The Voices (2014)



The Dudesons Movie (2006)



Coraline (2009)


Entourage (2015)



Interstellar (2014)



20,000 Days on Earth (2014)


Tim's Vermeer (2013)

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (2014)

The Oblong Box (1969)

Locke (2013)

Robocop (2014)

Hot Tub Time Machine 2 (2015)



Hot Fuzz (2007)



San Andreas (2015)

R100 (2013)

Forbidden Photos of a Lady Above Suspicion (1970)

Tusk (2014)

The Keep (1983)

Cypher (2012)



Why Don't You Play in Hell? (2013)


Rows (2015)



Bone Tomahawk (2015)


Angry Video Game Nerd: The Movie (2014)



Yakuza Apocalypse (2015) 


Shivers (1975)

The End of the Tour (2015)

Noah (2014)

Sebastian Maniscalco: What's Wrong With People? (2012)

Hotel Transylvania 2 (2015)



Man of Tai Chi (2013)




Deadpool (2016)




Sisters (2015)

Star Trek: The Motion Picture (1979)



Star Trek II: The Wrath of Khan (1982) 



Star Trek III: The Search for Spock (1984)



Mad Max (1979)



Kingsman: The Secret Service (2015) 




Star Trek IV: The Voyage Home (1986)


Star Trek V: The Final Frontier (1989)

Man Up (2015)



Star Trek IV: The Undiscovered Country (1991)


The Purge: Anarchy (2014)



He Never Died (2015)




The Witch (2015)




High-Rise (2015)




The Lost World: Jurassic Park (1997) 


Jurassic Park III

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles: Out of the Shadows (2016)



Commando (1985)



The Raid 2 (2014)



The Forbidden Kingdom (2008)

The Enforcer (1995)



Ip Man (2008)



Ip Man 2 (2010)



Over the Top (1987)

Devil (2010)

Let Us Prey (2014)

Stung (2015)

Stitches (2012)

Jackass Number Two (2006)



Tron (1982)




Lethal Weapon 2 (1989)


Deadpool (2016)

Beverly Hills Cop 2 (1987)



Beverly Hills Cop (1984) 



The Boondock Saints (1999) 


Lethal Weapon 3 (1992)

Deathgasm (2015)

#Horror (2015)

Sin City: A Dame to Kill For (2014)

The Girl in the Photographs (2015)

Last Shift (2014)

Death Race 2 (2010)

Death Race: Inferno (2013)

Holidays (2016)

Small Soldiers (1998)

The Hole (2009)



Awakenings (1990) 


Avalanche Sharks (2014)



Young Frankenstein (1974)

War Pigs (2015)



The Resurrection of Jake 'The Snake' Roberts (2015)



Drive Hard (2014)



I Am Thor (2015) 




Mr. Jones (2013) 



Video Games: The Movie (2014)

Indie Game: The Movie (2012)

3-Headed Shark Attack (2015)

Hammer of the Gods (2013)

Blood Glacier (2013)

Knights of Badassdom (2013)



WolfCop (2014)



Rites of Spring (2011)

It Follows (2014)

Leprechaun 2 (1994)



Cooties (2014)


Leprechaun 3 (1995)

Leprechaun 4: In Space (1996)

Hush (2016)

Leprechaun in the Hood (2000)

Leprechaun: Back 2 tha Hood (2003)

Frozen (2010)

976-EVIL (1988)

I Spit on Your Grave (2010)

Warlock (1989)

Warlock: The Armageddon (1993)



We Are Still Here (2015) 



Warlock III: The End of Innocence (1999)

Hellraiser: Inferno (2000)

Hellraiser: Hellseeker (2002)

Hellraiser: Deader (2005)

Hellraiser: Hellworld (2005)

Cropsey (2010)



Motel Hell (1980)


Sometimes They Come Back (1991)

Bats (1999)

Candyman (1992)

Return of the Living Dead Part II (1988)

Manson Family Vacation (2015)

Ticks (1993)



28 Days Later... (2002) 




The Funhouse Massacre (2015)




28 Weeks Later (2007)




Freaks of Nature (2015) 



Day of the Dead (2008)

Alone in the Dark (2005)

Silent Night (2012)

Exists (2014)

Willow Creek (2013)

The Houses October Built (2014)



Hocus Pocus (1993) 




Dracula (1931) 



See No Evil (2006)



Child's Play (1988)



Contracted: Phase II (2015)

Curse of Chucky (2013)

Murders in the Rue Morgue (1971)



They're Watching (2016)




Out of the Dark (1995) 


The Thaw (2009)

I Spit on your Grave 2 (2013)

The Forest (2016)

I Spit on Your Grave III: Vengeance is Mine (2015)

Pernicious (2015)



Bug (2006) 


The Fly II (1989)



Blood Creek (2009)


Amigo Undead (2015)

Gravy (2015)

Haunt (2014)

Poltergeist (2015)

Almost Mercy (2015)



I Am the Pretty Thing That Lives in the House (2016) 




The Handmaiden (2016) 


Judge Dredd (1995)



Metallica: Cliff 'Em All (1987)



Candyman: Farewell to the Flesh (1995)

Would You Rather (2012)

Metallica: Cunning Stunts (1998)

Joe Versus the Volcano (1980)

Under Siege (1992)

Under Siege 2: Dark Territory (1995)

Hard to Kill (1990)

Above the Law (1988)

The Green Inferno (2013)

Out for Justice (1991)

Aliens vs Predator: Requiem (2007)



Metallica: A Year and a Half in the Life Of... (1992)

Perkins' 14 (2009)

Q, the Winged Serpent (1982)

Negura Bunget: Focul Viu (2011)

Swans Live 2014-2015



To Wong Foo, Thanks for Everything! Julie Newmar (1995) 



Rodan (1956)



Simon, King of the Witches (1971)



Amon Amarth: Live at Summer Breeze



Sleepaway Camp (1983) 



The Final Terror (1983)

Body Bags (1993)



Krampus (2015) 


Yoga Hosers (2016)

A Christmas Horror Story (2015)

Carcass: Wake Up and Smell the Carcass (2001)

Child's Play 2 (1990)

Child's Play 3 (1991)

Bride of Chucky (1998)



Seed of Chucky (2004) 




National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation (1989)



Elf (2013)

The Santa Clause (1994)

D2: The Mighty Ducks (1994)

Encino Man (1992)

Heavyweights (1995)



Black Christmas (1974)


Rabid (1977)



Night of the Demons (1988) 


12.28.2016

THINGS I READ IN 2016

i was reading Blake Butler's "All the Books I Read in 2012" article for Vice where he says he doesn't like EOTY lists so he decided to just list everything he read and highlight a few things. i liked that idea so i decided to steal it. here's everything i read in 2016





Oliver Sacks - Awakenings 


Larry Niven & Jerry Pournelle - Escape From Hell



Lewis Carroll - Alice's Adventures in Wonderland 150th Anniversary Edition


Deadpool Classic Vol. 1

Deadpool Classic Vol. 2

Edouard Leve - Works




William Pauley III - The Mermaid's Gallows


Nicholas Kaufmann - Chasing the Dragon

Bill Bryson - A Walk in the Woods




David Foster Wallace - Both Flesh and Not


Thomas Ligotti - Songs of a Dead Dreamer and Grimscribe



Josh Myers - Haiku Fuck You


Nick Cutter - The Troop

William Pauley III - Mr. Malin and the Night



Sam Pink - Your Glass Head Against the Brick Parade of Now Whats


Bandersnatch anthology



Lavie Tidhar - Central Station



JG Ballard - The Crystal World



JG Ballard - High-Rise 
"As he sat on his balcony eating the dog, Dr Robert Laing reflected on the unusual events that had taken place within this huge apartment building during the previous three months."


Robert Shearman - Love Songs for the Shy and Cynical



555 Vol 1: None So Worthy Anthology


Apex Book of World SF 1




Matthew De Abaitua - If Then 


Zoran Zivkovic - Compartments

Ransom Riggs - Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children

Steven Millhauser - Voices in the Night

Chuck Palahniuk - Fight Club 2



K.W Taylor - The Curiosity Killers 



Thomas Olde Heuvelt - Hex



Neil Gaiman - American Gods


Apex Book of World SF 2

Ransom Riggs - Hollow City



Ransom Riggs - Library of Souls 
loved the whole series


James Watt - Business for Punks

Leena Krohn - Dona Quixote and Other Citizens

Bill Bryson - In a Sunburned Country

Leena Krohn - Tainaron: Mail from Another City

Poe's Lighthouse

W.H. Pugmire - The Strange Dark One

Alejandro Jodorowsky - Albina and the Dog-Men



Leena Krohn - Gold of Ophir 
collection of several novels and excerpts from other works


David Foster Wallace - Brief Interviews with Hideous Men


Henry Rollins - Before the Chop: LA Weekly Articles 2011-2012



Matthew De Abaitua - The Destructives 
this and If Then are standalone works but share a world



William Pauley III - Automated Daydreaming
Mermaid's Gallows is a part of this

1.05.2016

THINGS I READ IN 2015






1) Nassim Nicholas Taleb - Antifragile: Things That Gain From Disorder

2) Sam Pink - Witch Piss

3) Anderson Prunty - Sociopaths in Love

4) Matt Bell - In the House Upon the Dirt Between the Lake and the Woods

5) Josh Myers - Guns

6) William Pauley III - Hearers of the Constant Hum

7) Gay Salisbury - The Cruelest Miles: The Heroic Story of Dogs and Men in a Race Against an Epidemic

8) Stanley Milgram - Obedience to Authority

9) Rob Sato - Burying Sandwiches

10) Gertrude stein - Writings 1903-1932 (QED, Three Lives, Portraits and Other Short Works, The Autobiography of Alice B. Toklas)

11) Franz Kafka - Metamorphosis (2014 translation by Susan Bernofsky w/introduction by David Cronenberg)

12) Ed Luce - Wuvable Oaf

13) Robert Shearman - Caustic Comedies

14) Jane Bowles - Two Serious Ladies

15) Larry Niven & Jerry Pournelle - Inferno

16) Édouard Levé - Newspaper

17) William Pauley III - Goddamn Electric Nights


2.25.2014

02/23/14: Weekly Song #3 - One Rose by Why? (2009)

This next entry is something i was listening to a lot around the time my Grandpa passed away. I often return to this album. Why? is a musician that started off more as a hiphopper and rapper. 

This album was conceived and recorded at the same time as their previous album Alopecia. Alopecia had remnants of hip hop left and with this additional collection of songs, he abandoned hip hop completely to show his more folky slant. 

Overall a pretty depressing album but "One Rose" is a beautiful song that I will remember forever. Why? can be an acquired taste for some, but I really love his unique approach to music. 

Thanks